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Telefnik, poganćer i ćiribiribela. Imam mrave nezadovoljstva u gaćama i foliram se. Petparački blog i intima naizvrat.

07.06.2016.

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moji su bolovi čisto inžinjerske prirode. ZAŠTO KAMIONI VOZE KROZ GRAD? peksinluk, papanluk, ciganluk, paščad, poganluk, leteći štakori, mala turska kolonija, ljudi ružnih lica, sarajevo je neum.
tijelo mi se gužva i krivi od nepristajanja. osjetila sam to sve u svom srcu srca, znam te napamet ne budali.
dječaci su nesigurna, nježna i romantična bića. budite dobre prema njima.
dok nam pravi sok za detoksikaciju, dok mijenja kanale, dok rolam ovo je scena iz tvojih enterijera.
plastičnim nožem jedem kuskus iz tapervera, na kafi, bliže bogu od pape, kontam da ponavljam sve što mi ide nakurac kod starog.
klošari su usavršili najugodniji način postojanja u ovom gradu.
iz svemira se vidi kineski zid i munara u mojoj mahali.

07.06.2016.

žene imači mišljenja

 I love being a girl.

I can feel what you’re feeling

as you’re feeling it inside

the feeling

before.

I am an emotional creature.

Things do not come to me

as intellectual theories or hard-shaped ideas.

They pulse through my organs and legs

and burn up my ears.

I know when your girlfriend’s really pissed off

even though she appears to give you what

you want.

I know when a storm is coming.

I can feel the invisible stirrings in the air.

I can tell you he won’t call back.

It’s a vibe I share.

 

I am an emotional creature.

I love that I do not take things lightly.

Everything is intense to me.

The way I walk in the street.

The way my mother wakes me up.

The way I hear bad news.

The way it’s unbearable when I lose.

 

I am an emotional creature.

I am connected to everything and everyone.

I was born like that.

Don’t you dare say all negative that it’s a

teenage thing

or it’s only only because I’m a girl.

These feelings make me better.

They make me ready.

They make me present.

They make me strong.

 

I am an emotional creature.

There is a particular way of knowing.

It’s like the older women somehow forgot.

I rejoice that it’s still in my body.

 

I know when the coconut’s about to fall.

I know that we’ve pushed the earth too far.

I know my father isn’t coming back.

That no one’s prepared for the fire.

I know that lipstick means

more than show.

I know that boys feel super-insecure

and so-called terrorists are made, not born.

I know that one kiss can take

away all my decision-making ability

and sometimes, you know, it should.

 

This is not extreme.

It’s a girl thing.

What we would all be

if the big door inside us flew open.

Don’t tell me not to cry.

To calm it down

Not to be so extreme

To be reasonable.

I am an emotional creature.

It’s how the earth got made.

How the wind continues to pollinate.

You don’t tell the Atlantic ocean

to behave.

 

I am an emotional creature.

Why would you want to shut me down

or turn me off?

I am your remaining memory.

I am connecting you to your source.

Nothing’s been diluted.

Nothing’s leaked out.

I can take you back.

 

I love that I can feel the inside

of the feelings in you,

even if it stops my life

even if it hurts too much

or takes me off track

even if it breaks my heart.

It makes me responsible.

I am an emotional

I am an emotional, devotional,

incandotional, creature.

And I love, hear me,

love love love

being a girl.

 

EE

22.01.2016.

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my candle burns at both ends
it will not last the night
but ah my foes and oh my friends
it gives a lovely light!

11.01.2016.

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srceslamajuće. bowie i to.
bez zajebancije.


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