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Raskecani sekreti uma

Telefnik, poganćer i ćiribiribela. Imam mrave nezadovoljstva u gaćama i foliram se. Petparački blog i intima naizvrat.

18.09.2018.

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ovaj čovek je moj veliki literarni kraš, da izmišljam sebe ko lika, izmislila bih baš ovo

Dovedi se u red dovedi se u red
i ja se dovedem u red
i šta onda?
gde je ratluk pitam ja vas?
gde je nagrada?
što sam se dovodio u red?
koja je razlika biti nedoveden u red
i doveden u red?
evo oćete ja da vam kažem koja je razlika
razike nema, eto, koja je razlika, 
biti doveden u red
to je očišćena mašina spremna za pogon
i proizvodnju
al nemamo gde da izvezemo to
i šta mi ustvari proizvodimo
niko ne zna i verovatno ništa 
ali dovedeni smo u red, eto,
da se kaže samo i da vide ljudi
očišćen špajiz 
eto to smo mi sad,
prazne police obložene novinama, Politikom,
iz devedes sedme smeška se Momiru brk Bulatoviću
ama tegla mu puna ne seda na glavu ozdo, na tršavu kosicu
i ne gnezdi se slatko, praznina zjapi i belina okrečena ničega, reda;
ne bre, ne dovodi se u red
i ne pomišljaj
šibaj tako sklepan
i na tri ćoška
skarabudžen nakostrešen frktav grub grebav grbav gubav glibav gadan halapljiv bajat čupav krmeljiv i krpeljiv
jer četvrti ćošak je zlo, kraj igre
i uspostava ravnoteže a ravnoteža treba da se održava, neguje
i balansira a to se ovde brzo ukvari i raspadne se na mrnjavčeviće
despot olivere i ostale šabane šauliće, ne, ne treba ti četvrti točak, čist luksuz
i izazivanje sudbine, ne dovršavaj, snaći će te zlo,
i četvrta žena je baksuz
što naiđe za pelcer i peršun
u taman trač partiji ženskog komšijskog trija:
pa jebi se sad grozdana
ne čusmo ovo za Joku i Mirkinu snajku
jebi se, znaš, jer
imrpovizacija kao nacionalna osobina, negujmo to,
a dovođenje u red je 
za neke nemce pedere bekame slovence
i uopše ograničene ljude
neće oni sputati naš nered
koji nije kreativan taman posla nego je samo
nered
nered nered i šta tu ima, klešta kod majstor kreke,
ne diraj ti moje paučine prašine i dokument pod nazivom flj
to je lično moje to sam ja izorao to sam na kraju krajeva
ja,
i uopšte ne želim da razgovaram o sređivanju nereda
i ne znam šta to znači
oću da spavam u ne znam čemu
svinja brlog ćebe 
ćošak 
puh
čađ golem džamutka rašlje 
sauh 
slon
salon nameštaja
klot peripetije parapet

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Pandora's Song.
Some days are disasters that you wish could just end
Other days are bastards, just like a bad boyfriend
But it makes me feel much worse than this to see your face masked with a frown
I’m not telling you to smile, but don’t be down
Don’t be down, my friend! Don’t do your wrists any harm!
You don’t belong on a funny farm
And I’d rather see you in a party dress than in a hospital gown
I’m not telling you to smile, but don’t be down.

Shell Silverstein. Listen, child.
Listen to the MUSTN'Ts child
Listen to the DON'Ts
Listen to the SHOULDN'Ts
The IMPOSSIBLEs, the WON'Ts
Listen to the NEVER HAVEs
Then listen close to me --
Anything can happen, child
ANYTHING can be

Jack Kerouac. 30 essentials.
1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy
2. Submissive to everything, open, listening
3. Try never get drunk outside yr own house
4. Be in love with yr life
5. Something that you feel will find its own form
6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. Blow as deep as you want to blow
8. Write what you want bottomless from bottom of the mind
9. The unspeakable visions of the individual
10. No time for poetry but exactly what is
11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest
12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition
14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time
15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog
16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye
17. Write in recollection and amazement for yourself
18. Work from pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea
19. Accept loss forever
20. Believe in the holy contour of life
21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind
22. Don't think of words when you stop but to see picture better
23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning
24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr experience, language & knowledge
25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it
26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form
27. In praise of Character in the Bleak inhuman Loneliness
28. Composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in from under, crazier the better
29. You're a Genius all the time
30. Writer-Director of Earthly movies Sponsored & Angeled in Heaven

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