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Raskecani sekreti uma

Telefnik, poganćer i ćiribiribela. Imam mrave nezadovoljstva u gaćama i foliram se. Petparački blog i intima naizvrat.

14.08.2017.

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tanak sloj riječi razmažem po debelom hljebu i žvačem bez osjećaja. stalno sam gladna, nosim tu prazninu svuda i ona se puni zrakom bez mirisa. tvrdoglavo hoću biti tuhaf, šta li. satire me lavina hiperprodukcije, sve je trivijalno i sreća u malim stvarima se izlizala kroz kanal cinizma. sitan fond riječi. sitan font klase. sitan dijapazon misli. ne mogu da učestvujem, nepristojno sam snishodljiva.
rečenice na razgađanje dok su mi u nivou očiju neprikladne misli, nisam neprijatelj, samo sam htjela da se uvučem s druge strane tog ofucanog fazona. kroz iskrivljene usne ti izlazi šištanje kole kad se promućka flaša i okupira mi kubaturu.
mogla bih izmislit novi poredak svijeta samo da ne crtam. višak hrane stvara pisare i čovječanstvo je nastalo iz tragične žeđi za nomenklaturom.  i samoljublja. kao kad zaboraviš na sve svađe sa gradom jer zna na koju folušku da ti se uvuče u trepavice. tako i ti. samo kad hoćeš. tako i ja. vazda. vrijeme je glas sudbine i spavanje je sakrament veze.
mladi ljudi i sve što je zabavno mi dižu dlačice na vratu do potiljka. oči će mi ispast kroz glavu nazad.


Pandora's Song.
Some days are disasters that you wish could just end
Other days are bastards, just like a bad boyfriend
But it makes me feel much worse than this to see your face masked with a frown
I’m not telling you to smile, but don’t be down
Don’t be down, my friend! Don’t do your wrists any harm!
You don’t belong on a funny farm
And I’d rather see you in a party dress than in a hospital gown
I’m not telling you to smile, but don’t be down.

Shell Silverstein. Listen, child.
Listen to the MUSTN'Ts child
Listen to the DON'Ts
Listen to the SHOULDN'Ts
The IMPOSSIBLEs, the WON'Ts
Listen to the NEVER HAVEs
Then listen close to me --
Anything can happen, child
ANYTHING can be

Jack Kerouac. 30 essentials.
1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy
2. Submissive to everything, open, listening
3. Try never get drunk outside yr own house
4. Be in love with yr life
5. Something that you feel will find its own form
6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. Blow as deep as you want to blow
8. Write what you want bottomless from bottom of the mind
9. The unspeakable visions of the individual
10. No time for poetry but exactly what is
11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest
12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition
14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time
15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog
16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye
17. Write in recollection and amazement for yourself
18. Work from pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea
19. Accept loss forever
20. Believe in the holy contour of life
21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind
22. Don't think of words when you stop but to see picture better
23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning
24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr experience, language & knowledge
25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it
26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form
27. In praise of Character in the Bleak inhuman Loneliness
28. Composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in from under, crazier the better
29. You're a Genius all the time
30. Writer-Director of Earthly movies Sponsored & Angeled in Heaven

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