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Telefnik, poganćer i ćiribiribela. Imam mrave nezadovoljstva u gaćama i foliram se. Petparački blog.

21.05.2012.

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Mislim da sam malo, malo, malo znašvećšta. Mala i velka raja se rasporedila po Markiju, golub iz glave mi kružio je okolo, svezala sam ruke i spavala na stolu. Nisam vjerovala ali je kafana stvarno dva stola i šefica u kožnim pantalonama, mini i maksi gazda održavaju red. Sometimes I feel so happy, sometimes I feel so sad. Sometimes I feel so happy, but mostly you just make me mad. Baby, you just make me mad. Plakanje, pa kakenje, plakanje, pa kakenje, Mala kaže da tako ide. If I could make the world as pure and strange as what I see, I'd put you in the mirror, I put in front of me. Flaširana seksoća, eto šta je. Banalije su to, ali Gospođa Mam je skinula moje stvari sa štrika i ostavila ih na stolici na balkonu.

17.05.2012.

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Djevojčica se vozila unazad i prčkala prstom po nosu pa sam okrenula glavu jer nije pristojno ometati u tako važnom i intimnom poslu. Da su Woody i Annie imali dijete, bila bi(h) to ja.
Looking busy isn't productive kaže sotačkaba propaganda. Oh the irony!
Tinejđ drama dvaješčetriseam:

13.05.2012.

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Bolje je nositi sebe kao naizvrat haljinu, sa svim šavovima, loše prišivenim džepom, iskidanim rubovima i nelijepom postavom. Nositi tako da se krije dodir svile ili proljeće na platnu ili psihodelija u čvoru. Da te vrijedi skinuti.
Tako šapće Frida izgriženim usnama, ali ona samo laže, pa haj joj vjeruj.

12.05.2012.

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Poderala sam baletne oldskulke, duga je noć. Nisam najljepša u razredu i nemam veze s engleskim. Roza i ja smo uljudno odbile "još jedan dim i bračni krevet" i ne, nemamo planove za večeras, vidimo se. Purgeri su zakon, e.
Dominantni sadista, prokleta kukavica, frigidna, emotivno nepismena (prsnl fejvrit), nesposobna da pokaže svoje emocije, a kamoli da ih prima ili pružan, prevazišla najveći strah svih koza - da će joj neko slomiti srce.
Right birds can fly so high and they can shit on your head and they can almost fly into your eye
and make you feel so scared. But when you look at them and you see that they're beautiful, that's how I feel about you.

Otraću guzicu poslije proljeva onim sivim toalet papirom što se pravi od novina, nazvati to didaktičkim monologom i na čelo zakucat dasku na kojoj krečom piše - kolumnista.
People see rock and roll as, as youth culture, and when youth culture becomes monopolised by big business, what are the youth to do? Do you, do you have any idea?
I think we should destroy the bogus capitalist process that is destroying youth culture


04.05.2012.

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Zlatni dječaci mašu delikvencijom oko malog prsta, u svojim Adidas duksericama, prave buku da privuku pažnju zlatnih djevojaka iz razlomljenih sličica doma. Izvlače ih, pobresite, iz zloglasne kašmir mafije da bi uživali obasjani svojom aureolom Mesije, titulom bed boja saburli srca. I ne bih se sjetila toga da esfejs nije pomilkio Odbačenog dječaka po kudravoj kosi, ne jer su ga zanimali šizofreni počeci, ta on je samo dao odgovor na "Zašto Esfejs nešto ne uradi?". Ne krivim ga. Ne krivim nikog ni za što, svijet je relativan i ne dotiče me. Tu se govorilo o nekome potpuno odvojenom od realnosti. Vjerovatno je mislila da će poletjeti kad je skočila.
Tata je osvojio mamu tako što je pokušavao otjerati od sebe i slušao me ali me nije slušao.
I možda je to stvarno tako. Možda će djevojke koje ne lažu roditeljima, ne putuju same i ne nose providne haljine ukrasti naše snove i živjeti našu sreću, a mi ćemo biti debele, neudate i ogorčene, neobrijane baš onda kad smo se u potpunosti odrekle feminizma. Hoćemo li? I dobri dečki koje smo odbile u naletima morala, hoće li oni imati naše biblioteke i naše vrtove i naše mačke?
Kako ja to vidim, ili su fanatici ili su operisani od vjere. Nema zlatne sredine, nema zlatne doline.
I zato jer imao sam plan izgradit Teheran.


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